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Eto na naman tayo eh. Kapag ganitong panahon talaga na ilang araw na lang eh Valentines Day na eh talaga namang nagiging susceptible ako sa mga 2am heartaches and crying moments. Sabayan mo pa ng pakikinig ng mga kantang talaga namang ikalulungkot mo.

(Now Playing: Broken Sonnet by Hale)

Ambot ba uy!

Sinasabi ko na nga sa sarili kong “Ano ba Tet?! Kung nalulungkot ka eh di landiin mo yung jowa mo. Bakit ka ba kasi nagpapaka-depress jan eh okay naman ang lovelife mo diba? You have a very loving and caring boyfriend?”.

At sinagot ko naman yung sarili ko nang ganito: “Eh bakit ba?! Eh sa masokista ako eh. Kahit walang problema, hahanap at hahanap ako ng lusot para lang malungkot. Dahil sa totoo lang ay nalulungkot talaga ako.”

Sana hindi lang ako ‘yung ganito. Sana normal lang ‘yung ganito. Ayokong isipin na nababaliw na ako. Or naglevel-up na ‘yung pagiging worrier ko.

Nagsimula lang naman ito noong tinext niya ako kagabi. Pagkatapos nun, binalot na ng kalungkutan ang puso ko. Pagkatapos, unti-unting nagsibulan ang mga sintomas. Nagdownload ako ng mga malulungkot na kanta (Now Playing: Scientist by Coldplay). Nagpagupit ako ng buhok. Tapos kinalimutan ang diet, lumamon ng bbq at santambak na kanin. Tapos humiga na at hanggang ngayon (2:02am) eh gising pa. Naka-alarm ako ng 5:30am kahit alam ko naman na imposible nang magising ako nang maaga. Tapos tinodo ko yung electric fan dahil sobrang init talaga ngayong gabi na ito. Tapos naisipan ko na lang i-type lahat ng nararamdaman ko.

(Now Playing: Six Degrees of Separation by The Script)

Tama namang hindi na ako lumabas pa kagabi para lang malasing. Pero kasi parang nakakapanibago pa rin hanggang ngayon na nakakaya ko na siyang tanggihan. Kaya ko pala.

(Now Playing: Migraine by Moonstar88)

At tama rin ‘yung sinabi niya. Na nagbago na ako. Well, pain makes people change. At napatunayan ko na ‘yun ngayon.

Uy bumibigat na ang mata ko. This is good.

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