Day 084: Butterflies


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Oh yes! It felt like a hundred drunk butterflies are having an orgy in my stomach (ninakaw ko lang ang linya na ‘yan) nung sinabi mo kanina na “Alam mo okay ka talaga. Hindi naman tayo palaging nagkikita diba pero tuwing nagkikita tayo dito sa 7Eleven dito, paganda ka nang paganda. Oo totoo yun, pramis. Kumbaga ano, gusto ko yang ganyang pormahan mo eh. Okay yan, okay.”

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Hahaha. Oh well he’s just one of my friends, pero siya yung pinaka-close kong guy na friend. Actually, wala akong masyadong friends na lalaki. Kung meron man, hindi kami close or sa Facebook lang kami friends or nakainuman ko lang siya kaya kami naging friend. (Oops, something’s weird now. I’m having a hard time typing the word”friend”. I always have to retype it kasi mali-mali pagkaka-spell. Hmm..)

He’s that guy friend na ayokong mawala. Oo pramis. Siya yung madalas pinagseselosan ng jowawers ko. Kasi naman maraming beses nang sinasabi ni jowa na i-unfriend ko na siya hindi lang sa Facebook kundi sa totoong buhay din. But I just can’t. Sinasabi ko sa kanya na hindi ko kaya, na importanteng tao siya para sa akin. At umaatikabong awayan ang sumusunod kapag ‘yan na ang topic.

Because I just can’t unfriend him. Dahil siya lang talaga ang kaibigan kong lalaki na komportable akong kasama. I don’t know if the feeling’s mutual pero lagi naman niyang sinasabi na importante din ako sa kanya. Basta special mention daw talaga ako para sa kanya. He’s that guy na nakakayang sabihan ako ng “Ang tanga mo naman.” or “Hindi, mali ka naman eh.” Oo nasasaktan ako pag sinasaway niya ako in that way but at the same time, natututo ako. He teaches me things na hindi ko mababasa sa mga libro. Madalas niya akong sabihan nang linya niyang “Ano bang alam mo na hindi ko alam?” Tapos mapapaisip ako, parang wala nga naman. Pero siya, marami siyang alam na hindi ko alam. So I conclude that he’s smarter than me. Nakaka-challenge siyang kausap. Tsaka lalaki siya, iba pa rin kapag lalaki yung kahuntahan mo diba. But with him, open akong sabihin ang gusto kong sabihin or tanungin kahit kung ano pa man ‘yang kaanuhan.

So bakit ko siya naikwento? Dahil hanggang ngayon nakakaramdam pa rin ako ng pagkajebs kapag inaalala ko yung sinabi niya kaninang paganda daw ako ng paganda. Hihihi. Walang halong malisya yun. Wala kaming mali-malisya sa katawan kahit magka-holding hands pa kami. Pero pramis kinilig ako. Feeling ko diarrhea na itech.


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